Its been a minute….NO…. more like a century since I’ve had a healthy and happy sex life. Ok, maybe a century is an exaggeration.
2 years and 5 months to be exact.
In the infamous words of Tiffany Haddish
“ She readdddddddddy!!!!!!!!!”
I’ve dated here and there within the past two years but I honestly wasn’t quite ready to be open to really and truly giving myself to someone.
Well the tides have turned (and its looking like a tsunami if you know what I mean).
I am now ready to take someone seriously. I am also ready to connect with someone on a sexual level.
If I do that too soon, will he take me seriously? How soon is too soon?
I’ve been dating someone, Its new….EXTREMELY new, yet every time I’m with him I’m thinking KISS ME ALREADY!!!!
He’s fine! Tall! Smart!...did I say Fine?
The man is Fine!!
And I cant help but to think of how sweet it will feel when his skin melts into mine, how wet his tongue will feel tracing the edges of my body.
The thing is, I like him. It’s not all about the sexual attraction. He’s nice, funny, and intelligent. I want to get to know him and see if this can develop into…..something bigger.
I’m afraid that if I have sex with him too soon I’ll ruin it.
So…I’ll wait it out, let the tsunami build, and right before the flood…